Almost the whole of Dresden is a pile of rubble, simply unimaginable. We are now staying with relatives of Gertrud. All in all, there are nine of us here in the house and we each have a bed, and everyone is making a real effort to make us feel comfortable. Now we have to see how everything works out.
The next day I went back to Dresden with the bike and the trailer to see what can still be saved. Our cellar and Mrs Müller's were the only ones that didn't collapse and at least our things in there have been preserved, especially the food, and I've already made the journey four times and brought the most important things here. I had to slaughter all the rabbits except for two females with young ones, which I took here alive. Ten metres from our hutch, two heavy bombs had exploded and the hutches were riddled with splinters, but none were injured. They were all sitting shyly in a corner. The paths were a hard piece of work. Once I was so broken that I lay down on the road to rest. But you have to save what can still be saved. There's not much left anyway.
Will I ever have a flat again? You can't even think about it. And there's so much that nobody can replace. I've never felt so poor as I do now. And you're no longer at the age where you can start all over again with fresh courage. We're also worried about Conrad. He posted his last post on the third of January. But the postal situation is dismal and it could be because nothing is coming. Let's hope for the best, but what will happen if everything continues like this, because it looks bleak wherever you look. Tomorrow I want to go to the university, which is also largely destroyed, and see what will actually happen.